How To Heal Emotional Pain, Including Post-Traumatic Stress

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

The Vortex, I call it.

Everyone has one in their life (at least one)—a time when you are tested in seemingly insurmountable ways—and you find yourself spiraling uncontrollably downward.

Maybe your Vortex was when you were thirteen and a parent suddenly died.

Or twenty-four and you found out your sister had breast cancer, and you got fired—both in the same month.

Or forty-two and going through a divorce.

My Vortex lasted about a year, during which time so many bad things happened, I kept waiting for a Candid Camera crew to appear from behind the planter in my living room.

First, the real estate broker, real estate lawyer, and moving company I hired found sneaky ways to rip me off. Next, a longtime business buddy hired me to package new groovy chocolate bars, then never paid me.

But those were nothing compared to the lowest point in my Vortex: a sexual assault—which came out of nowhere—by someone I knew as an acquaintance.

As soon as I managed to get free and far away from my assaulter, I called an ex-boyfriend who was also an ex-lawyer to ask his advice.

I figured because he knew both the law and me intimately, he’d be a wise adviser. We met at a café. I was in tears.

“How could someone be so…so…so evil?” I asked.

“People aren’t evil. They’re weak,” he said.

Weak? This word somehow calmed me.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Later when I tried to understand why I preferred the word “weak” to the word “evil,” I realized that “weakness” meant there was at least hope for change in someone who’d done something evil—and most importantly, hope for me to find a way out of my Vortex by choosing not to be weak myself.

That’s when it hit me. In life, you always have a choice.

  1. Be weak

  2. Be strong.

Whichever of these paths you choose will determine your ability to bounce back from life’s myriad setbacks, crises, or traumas.

If you want to survive life’s many challenges, you must put in the conscious effort and discipline to be a strong person. It’s essential you create a fiery will from within—harness that power of decisiveness—and choose to be your strongest self.

Often it’s the deepest pain which empowers you to grow into your highest self.

I realize that it’s easier to lounge around in depression and angst than to rise above challenging circumstances. Believe me, I know because at first I chose to follow this weaker path.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Initially I was traumatized by my sexual assault. I started experiencing anxiety around people. If I’d be writing in a café and a stranger chatted me up, my left eye would twitch.

And no, it wasn’t the caffeine. (Trust me. I’m a pro at espresso. And I’m a pro at casual conversation with strangers.)

Basically, after the assault my automatic tendency was to keep all people at a distance. I had trouble trusting anyone.

Even people I’d known for years.

After all, I’d witnessed how people could change in a moment. And so I pretty much became paranoid about everyone I came into contact with. Especially men.

Then I began gaining weight. Maybe subconsciously I figured there was safety in creating a big wad of fat between me and men’s sexual urges.

It was easy to gain weight. I had all this chocolate around my apartment from the nonpaying chocolate business buddy.

He was a bad businessman, but he made some damn good chocolate!

Soon enough, this upward weight gain created a further downward emotional spiral. I began feeling bummed about my bigger bum, which further increased my yearning to stay inside away from people and close to my chocolate bars.

I was a self-help author! Why couldn’t I help myself get through this?

Sometimes, when I saw the growing discrepancy between who I was and how I was behaving, I’d mutter to myself in a kind of mock-voiceover: “Behind the scenes of the self-help book author…” as I unwrapped another chocolate bar.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Honestly, I was surprised I’d chosen this weaker path of chocolate and withdrawal into solitude.

I’ve always thought of myself as a very strong person—as have those who know me well.

My friend David once introduced me at a party as “This is Karen. She’s a ‘doer.’ ”

Most of my friends see me as disciplined and spirited. In my heart I believed this “disciplined and spirited me” was the real me.

Yet if I wasn’t being “disciplined and spirited” during a crisis, was I truly this me—or somebody else entirely?

I pondered this more and realized:

Who you truly are as a person is best revealed by who you are during times of conflict and crisis.

It’s easy to be your strongest, highest self when things are rolling along smoothly. But how you handle life’s setbacks and traumas reveals your authentic character.

If you can be strong during challenging times, then…well, you truly ARE a disciplined and spirited person.

This identity makes you not only a very cool person—but a very happy person.

Just as it takes willpower to choose to stay on a healthy diet during times of great temptation, it also takes willpower to choose to remain a positive and happy human being during times of crisis. Basically, to live a happy life takes effort and work.

Happiness is not for namby-pambies!

For this reason, you need to develop a long-term vision for who you uniquely value being—recognizing which core values make you the happiest—so you can stay focused on embracing these values, no matter what your trials and tribulations.

I know what I value:

I need to feel loving, loved, creatively charged, healthy, sexy, self-confident, and know I’m continuously growing.

I also know: Life is constantly testing our ability to feel and know those things.

Actually, if there were a single instructional goal for living your best life it might be

“Keep your eye on the prize of happiness, even when caught in the eye of the Vortex.”

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Guess what else?

Lucky unlucky us: Often the greatest happiness in life comes from going through a crisis—and growing into a stronger, better person.

In fact, Aristotle, one of my favorite philosophers, wrote in great detail about how true happiness does not come from experiencing pleasures of the body and ego—but from having experiences that stimulate your core self—your “soul”—challenging and inspiring you to grow into your highest potential as a person.

Hence when you’re in the midst of a vortex it’s essential you put in the emotional effort to improve who you are as a person—facing your core pain—stretching yourself to become your strongest, wisest, highest-level self. Aristotle was right!

The greatest reward out there is actually not found OUT there at all!

It’s found INSIDE you!

The greatest reward is knowing that you are refusing to settle for being anything less than you can be.

There’s nothing more fulfilling and thrilling than discovering yourself to be a stronger person than you ever dreamed yourself capable of being.

My Vortex made me who I am today, and the good news is, I actually like myself more because of it.

My Vortex challenged me to make that choice:

    1. Be weak.

    2. Be strong.

And when push came to shove, I chose “be strong,” baby!

Share below! What comes to mind when you read about my Vortex? Share from your life- how you’ve move through and upward from a challenging time! Join the conversation!

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Karen Salmansohn (Founder)

Hi I’m Karen Salmansohn, founder of NotSalmon. My mission is to offer you easy-to-understand insights and tools to empower you to bloom into your happiest, highest potential self. I use playful analogies, feisty humor, and stylish graphics to distill big ideas – going as far back as ancient wisdom from Aristotle, Buddhism and Darwin to the latest research studies from Cognitive Therapy, Neuro Linquistic Programming, Neuroscience, Positive Psychology, Quantum Physics, Nutritional Studies – and then some.

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