Here are 7 steps to stop shoulding on yourself and other people.
Note: This is a guest essay by Anna Jorgensen
Whenever we expect something—anything—of others, we set ourselves up for disappointment.
Most of us want to feel happy. And since disappointment feels crappy, we’d serve ourselves and others by curbing this unappealing characteristic.
Even when we expect something from ourselves, sometimes there can be disappointment. Even though there’s at least some measure of control in the outcome of our actions.
This pertains to big picture feel good stuff – not Ha!-I-won-that-argument/got-my-way/proved-my-point-but-now-I have-no-friends stuff.
With this kind of unkind attitude (which most of us display from time to time), (me included), we are bound to be packing anger and negativity within us.And that’s just bad for us.
Usually, when we ‘should’ on others we have an expectation that they be like us.
Not only do we think others should be/think/do like us – but we expect them to be the perfect versions of us.
We are all unique human beings, viewing life through our own tinted perceptions.
I have to catch myself on this one constantly – even when I’m judging others for judging others!
In a conversation during a recent family dinner, we all discussed the differences between “unspoken expectations” and “verbalized boundaries” and “house rules.”
Our goal: Create a magnitude of open and loving communication – as well as group and individual compromise – in order to make the best of this crowded living arrangement of my mom, sister, her husband, brother, his wife and a foster teenager (!).
They are all the same: Will [whoever] behave the way I want.
Basically…Everyone want to know how they could make sure that the way a specific person was speaking or behaving could be the same way they would speak and behave! (Or at least a close measure of that.)
I had to set aside my own expectations of how they should be in order to remain objective.
Any time we have a negative internal reaction – it’s not about the other person. It’s about us.
Even if we are directly attacked (verbally, physically or otherwise), our negative reaction is a mirror to something within ourselves, just as the other person’s is to them.
Whenever we feel violated, out of control, taken advantage of, used, disrespected, misunderstood, misrepresented, ignored, or any other negative feeling it comes from a place of undesired vulnerability, ego and fear.
Even when someone does something that triggers us, it’s about us not them, which violates my feel good rule!
So why do we do this?
And how can we knock it off, already?
We do it because we’ve been brought up in a social culture that cultivates dissonance and disconnect despite all the social sites claiming to bring us closer together.
Essentially, it’s because we’re civilized humans with ego. And we no longer technically need each other to survive.
But we do need each other.
We are innately programmed for intimate connections with others.
So how do we convert self-imposed suffering into good vibrations?
Glad you asked!
Apologizing with conditions, exclusions and a lot of disclaimer fine print—I’m sorry but you should have X and then I wouldn’t have Y blah blah blah—doesn’t count! In fact, it works the opposite way—we not only take happy points away from whomever we’re supposedly apologizing to, we lose happy points ourselves. And that sucks.
Shoulding on ourselves also creates negative feelings and shame or guilt. While sometimes guilt can help us make different decisions in the future, usually it mostly makes us feel shitty. A gentler, empowering word to use with ourselves instead is: could.
I should meditate. I could meditate. I will meditate…
Or, I could meditate but at this moment my son’s soccer game/ term paper/ grocery shopping/ whatever is more important and I’m okay with this.[Note: If you truly want to find time to meditate, check out the simple and fund 2 minute sensory meditations in Instant Calm!]
So whenever we feel icky, let’s swoop in, a la Sesame Street Letterman, and change our shoulds to coulds.
When we love ourselves we share love with others more easily and Practice Point #4 (compassion) flows more freely—and that just feels good!
Love is the answer!
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